I've lost all control of words. The things that I'd like to say, but I know that I shouldn't. I already told you that you'd find out eventually. But it's nearly impossible to not tell you now. I'll manage I think. I hope.

In that moment, that exact second, I knew I had lost you

Is it weird that I still look at your pictures all the time? Probably. Will I stop? No chance. I still listen to all of our songs. I'm listening to one right now in fact.

"Wish you were here"

I do wish you were here. So incredibly badly. I just want to see you again. I don't know if you'd let me hug you, but I'd like that. I worry about you. I hope that you're doing alright.

I Miss You